OKAY! That is IT!
I can’t. I just can’t anymore with anybody.
I would say I’d get off of Tumblr but there’s no where else to go if I do get off, because apparently everybody is deciding to just “stay away from abby” all the time and I, for once, thought that the internet could change that.
but it didn’t… I counted on my dreams and this is where it left me.
I can’t believe it. Now I’m even MOREpissed that this is the very first time I’ve felt this way since I started getting into this whole “Lorax/Once-ler Fandom” thing. Depression, Anger, Frustration… Unlike the Optimistic, Excited, Ecstatic, Happy person I was ever since I entered this fandom.
Even my friend told me today that she has never seen me this happier before! And she’s right! This is the most happiest I have ever got about anything! I COMPLETELY ignored the negative things everybody OFF OF TUMBLR was telling me about me and this Fandom and said to myself, “I won’t let anybody bring me down ever again,” because before, I would go into a great depression for the littlest of bad things that would happen to me. But now that I’ve gotten into this Fandom, that had changed.. up until now.
All because something had made me snap back to reality again. Lonliness. I told myself I was never gonna be alone again so this wouldn’t happen to me.. But I guess nothing ever works out for me huh?
I don’t know anymore… I really just don’t…
If I’m not famous, or popular, or at least the littlest bit of known to anybody, and I will never progress more farther than this in life, nothing accomplished, nothing gained….
If I am nothing… Then what am I?
well…. nothing I guess..